Disappointed

Damn disappointed with his decision.........when i heard he said he will stay over there, my mood gone on the spot. although i know i can't do anything to force him back because his future is on his hand, he has his right to choose his own way.i can't even sleep well last9.my mind keep on think of our future.will we have future if he stays there? i can't see our future.........is blur.i force myself stop thinking but i failed to do it.T_T